In a special chat with senior journalist Bharathi S Pradhan for Lehren, actress Moushumi Chatterjee talks about the heartbreaking loss of her elder daughter Payal. She shares how painful it was to see her daughter suffer, and how she prayed to God to take her away to end the pain. It’s an emotional and honest moment from a mother who went through a deep personal loss. #moushumichatterjee #payalchatterjee #jayantmukherjee
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00:00I can't even say this, she has wronged the pile.
00:03If she has wronged the pile, why would we be hungry?
00:06She wanted to live so much.
00:08But then I had to pray to God,
00:10take her away, I cannot see her suffering.
00:13Suffering, okay.
00:14The Lord has given you a lot of things, right?
00:17Yes, I have given them to my hands and give them a child.
00:22Tell me a little bit about what happened with Payal,
00:31and what did you go through?
00:33Because I think that is one of the worst experiences
00:36any human being can go through.
00:38Number one Bharti, I don't like to talk about it now,
00:42because since Payal is not around.
00:45But Payal did a wrong choice, and she paid the price,
00:49and we all paid the price.
00:52And somewhere something has to be, you know,
00:56because I can't even say this,
00:58that Payal did wrong.
01:00If Payal did wrong, why would we be hungry?
01:03I cannot say that I'm hungry as a mother,
01:06then why would my husband be hungry, father?
01:09Why would my younger daughter be hungry?
01:11As a sister.
01:12Yeah, my blind brother used to cry on the phone,
01:15if I had a phone, what day is for me, what night is for me.
01:18So if you don't know me,
01:20I don't know anything about it.
01:21I can take the Payal.
01:23And Payal was, you know,
01:25Payal was, you saw her born and brought up.
01:28Such a lovely child.
01:30She had so, suffered so much.
01:35So which I don't like to go back.
01:37She was in a coma for two and a half years.
01:402017 she was in a coma.
01:42She came back in between, in between.
01:44But then we are forbidden to see her on our terms and condition.
01:49We had to go through police, court, everything.
01:53So the lesser the better, you know, on this subject also.
01:57Because it's not something nice thing,
01:59you are talking about proud thing.
02:01Not at all.
02:02But it is very inspirational to know,
02:05how as a parent, did you handle the loss of a child?
02:12How was it that you are, how was it that you?
02:15Together.
02:16Only together.
02:17Togetherness means?
02:18Together means,
02:20We are together together.
02:21You, Babu and Megha.
02:23Megha.
02:24My brother, my sister,
02:25family.
02:26My mother also died in that time.
02:29She could not, she did not know,
02:31why Payal is not coming to see her.
02:33I could not tell her,
02:34that Payal is in a coma hospital.
02:36Right.
02:37So I told you, I had a very, very big stroke.
02:40And my child like Dodo, the lever dog.
02:44Yeah.
02:45Dogs.
02:46He also.
02:47You know, they all are fighting.
02:49I think they all gave their life for Payal.
02:51But it did not happen.
02:53And Payal wanted to leave.
02:55So much towards the end, she understood.
02:57She neglected herself, whatever her mental condition.
03:00Yeah.
03:01And she wanted to leave so much.
03:03But then I had to pray to God.
03:05Take her away.
03:06I cannot see her suffering.
03:08Suffering.
03:09Okay.
03:10Okay.
03:11Better because we are a soul,
03:12we are going to leave our body, Vandibharti.
03:14What is the point suffering?
03:16Yeah.
03:17Yeah.
03:18If you are my, if you are love with my soul,
03:20you should always say, let it be free.
03:22Now, you know.
03:23Yeah.
03:24Yeah.
03:25But how well.
03:26Some say damage my younger daughter.
03:27Actually.
03:28Babu toh abhi tak got over nehi hua.
03:31Because he is still sometimes seeing Payal's photo.
03:34I was not thinking of her.
03:35He is getting choked.
03:36You know.
03:37Like.
03:38But we do the birth of Payal's birth.
03:39Even now after she is no more?
03:40Yes.
03:41Yes.
03:42Yes.
03:43Oh.
03:44Her birth anniversary.
03:45First May.
03:46Mayday.
03:47Mayday.
03:48Mayday.
03:49Mayday.
03:50Mayday.
03:51Mayday.
03:52Mayday.
03:53Mayday.
03:54Mayday.
03:55Mayday.
03:56Mayday.
03:57Mayday.
03:58Mayday.
03:59Mayday.
04:00First May.
04:01Okay.
04:02Okay.
04:03So you celebrate her birth anniversary every year?
04:04Oh yeah.
04:05Everywhere.
04:06Mayday also.
04:07Everybody in our house.
04:09You know.
04:10Cake cutting, shutting.
04:11Do type ke cake.
04:12A pile loves pineapple ke.
04:13Okay.
04:14So we used to always order for her.
04:16You know.
04:17Not only that.
04:18Pile ke saath jo colleagues bhi kaam karte jo friends bhi hai.
04:21They also celebrate you know.
04:23You know you are a very fortunate lady.
04:26Because you have had tragedies like this.
04:29And yet.
04:30And you have not reached the number one position.
04:34But you are such a happy adjusted person.
04:36That's why I said I am like a water.
04:38No.
04:39That because.
04:41I think I got.
04:42I am a blessed person.
04:43What you are saying it.
04:44Baru ki ashirvaat chotu ka piyar.
04:47Because may kibhi kisi ka bura nahi jaa.
04:49That's right.
04:50So God gave me so much.
04:52And I tell.
04:53Conversation with my God.
04:55And I said.
04:56But I also give you so much.
04:58I gave my daughter.
05:00Yeah.
05:01You know.
05:02Yes.
05:03I think.
05:04I think.
05:05Sukh dhukh ke hisaab se.
05:06I feel I am okay.
05:07Absolutely.
05:08Balance.
05:09Yeah.
05:10That's right.
05:11That's right.
05:12That's right.
05:13But then also I am happy.
05:14Yeah.
05:15Because every day.
05:16Koi na koi maa ka achal khali ho rai.
05:17Especially our jawaan.
05:18That's right.
05:19That's why we sleep.
05:20In the night properly.
05:21You know.
05:22And.
05:23And.
05:24Apna kisaan.
05:25Jo bhi hai.
05:26They all are.
05:27Contributes.
05:28And.
05:29Not only.
05:30The jawaan.
05:31Maad neks bacha hai.
05:32Tyar ho ta hai.
05:33Correct.
05:34Ekka body aata hai.
05:35Dusra ko tyar kata hai.
05:36Correct.
05:37To us ke samane.
05:38Humara koi dhukhi nae.
05:39That's right.
05:40That's right.
05:41You are absolutely correct.
05:42And that's why I could.
05:43You are absolutely correct.
05:44That's why I could.
05:45You are absolutely correct.
05:46You are absolutely correct.
05:47That's right.
05:48That's right.
05:49You are absolutely correct.
05:50You are absolutely correct.
05:51And that's why I could laugh.
05:52I could smile.
05:53I could make.
05:54I always say.
05:55You should be source of happiness.
05:57There are friends.
05:59Who lost premature death.
06:01In ke family be.
06:02But they mostly also.
06:03You know.
06:04Grief.
06:05And all the time talk.
06:06And I say.
06:07So.
06:08Jo sadness hai na.
06:09Woh baatne ka chiz nahi hai.
06:10And I can't cry.
06:11My personal reason.
06:12Hmm.
06:13Hmm.
06:14Film mein bolo kar degi.
06:15Yeah.
06:16Without glycerin.
06:17Haa.
06:18Without glycerin.
06:19But.
06:20Personal.
06:21Feel.
06:22I feel.
06:23I'm a brave girl.
06:24My parents are so brave.
06:25And they brought me up so well.
06:27So.
06:28Do very well.
06:29The best thing.
06:30Most people.
06:31Will.
06:32Well.
06:33Do very well.
06:34Well.
06:36You.
06:38So.
06:39We will.
06:40Bye.
06:41Bye.
06:42Bye.
06:43Bye.
06:44Bye.
06:45Bye.
06:46Bye.
06:47Bye.
06:48Bye.
06:50Bye.
06:51Bye.
06:52Bye.
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06:55Bye.