nalla settlemire - Confusion

Im not in public yet im not alone, im not empty and im not loved, i dont care but i always have, i never give a crap what people think of me yet it hurts so bad, i feel loved yet alone inside....it is all so confusing but it somehow makes perfect sense....deppression: sadness, emptiness, hell......words what are they just an explanaition or a simple lie....everyone has lied or lies fluently is there truth anymore how can we tell? Truth serium, lie detecter tests? technoligy erbs to get you high? no nothing dont try leave it alone try again but back off...get close to someone then let them go.....put your brick wall up for no company no love to past or trust....paranoia pictures talking to you answers from no where scarce feelings fear crying screaming.......gone hiding in the shadows fade away from life.......goodbye......\n\nnalla settlemire

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