A woman who started growing breasts aged six and hid her 34GG chest for years says she now loves her "saggy boobs".
Elouise Porter, 23, started developing from aged six and found herself sexualised in primary school because of her large chest.
By the age of 10, she was a double D and was called nasty names by boys at school - such as a "whale".
Elouise felt more insecure about her big boobs after watching the film American Pie with her brother and his friends – when she realised her breasts "weren’t as perky" as the character on screen.
She spent years hiding her chest and felt self-conscious to ever take a shirt off in front of future boyfriends.
But when Elouise met her current partner, Cam, 27, a student, he gradually built up her confidence.
Now she looks in the mirror and loves what she sees and has embraced her larger chest.
Elouise, a supervisor for a restaurant, from Sydney, Australia, said: “I started getting my little nipples at six years old.
“I was definitely sexualised a lot more than anyone else.
“I was the only one with boobs coming through.
“It was a really awkward time.
“I didn’t have the right kind of bra – it made me look big.
“I got called a whale.
“Now I love my saggy boobs.
“They keep growing, I don’t know what to do at this point but I’ve embraced them.”
Elouise started to feeling really insecure about her chest after watching the film American Pie aged 12 – during which she saw a topless scene.
She said: “I had no idea that fake boobs were a thing at the time.
“I remember my face dropped.
“I walked out and went to the bathroom and lifted my shirt and thought ‘mine don’t sit like that’.
“That was the detrimental moment.”
As Elouise got older her boobs continued to grow to a 34GG and, when she began dating, she struggled with how she felt about her body.
She said: “Anyone I got romantically involved with, I wouldn’t take my shirt off, I’d turn off the lights.
“I’d hide myself completely.
“One boyfriend said ‘when we’re married, I’ll get you a boob job’.
“I thought that was the nicest gesture.”
Elouise did what she could to make her boobs look “perkier” – squeezing herself into uncomfortable bras.
She said: “I went out of my way to make it look like I had the perkiest boobs in the world.
“I was in agony every day.”
But when Elouise met Cam in 2021 she started to fall in love with herself.
She said: “He met me as an insecure girl.
“It was a gradual build up of confidence.
“He made me look at myself in the mirror and point all the things I liked about myself, and he did what he loved about me too.
“He made me feel like I was the most beautiful girl in the entire universe.
“And then one day he said – ‘gravity exists’. Big saggy boobs – it’s normal.
“Now I absolutely love them.”
Now Elouise loves what she sees when she looks in the mirror.
She said: “I tell my boobs ‘I love you guys, you can drag on the floor all the time’.
“You don’t have to look a certain way to feel beautiful.”
Elouise Porter, 23, started developing from aged six and found herself sexualised in primary school because of her large chest.
By the age of 10, she was a double D and was called nasty names by boys at school - such as a "whale".
Elouise felt more insecure about her big boobs after watching the film American Pie with her brother and his friends – when she realised her breasts "weren’t as perky" as the character on screen.
She spent years hiding her chest and felt self-conscious to ever take a shirt off in front of future boyfriends.
But when Elouise met her current partner, Cam, 27, a student, he gradually built up her confidence.
Now she looks in the mirror and loves what she sees and has embraced her larger chest.
Elouise, a supervisor for a restaurant, from Sydney, Australia, said: “I started getting my little nipples at six years old.
“I was definitely sexualised a lot more than anyone else.
“I was the only one with boobs coming through.
“It was a really awkward time.
“I didn’t have the right kind of bra – it made me look big.
“I got called a whale.
“Now I love my saggy boobs.
“They keep growing, I don’t know what to do at this point but I’ve embraced them.”
Elouise started to feeling really insecure about her chest after watching the film American Pie aged 12 – during which she saw a topless scene.
She said: “I had no idea that fake boobs were a thing at the time.
“I remember my face dropped.
“I walked out and went to the bathroom and lifted my shirt and thought ‘mine don’t sit like that’.
“That was the detrimental moment.”
As Elouise got older her boobs continued to grow to a 34GG and, when she began dating, she struggled with how she felt about her body.
She said: “Anyone I got romantically involved with, I wouldn’t take my shirt off, I’d turn off the lights.
“I’d hide myself completely.
“One boyfriend said ‘when we’re married, I’ll get you a boob job’.
“I thought that was the nicest gesture.”
Elouise did what she could to make her boobs look “perkier” – squeezing herself into uncomfortable bras.
She said: “I went out of my way to make it look like I had the perkiest boobs in the world.
“I was in agony every day.”
But when Elouise met Cam in 2021 she started to fall in love with herself.
She said: “He met me as an insecure girl.
“It was a gradual build up of confidence.
“He made me look at myself in the mirror and point all the things I liked about myself, and he did what he loved about me too.
“He made me feel like I was the most beautiful girl in the entire universe.
“And then one day he said – ‘gravity exists’. Big saggy boobs – it’s normal.
“Now I absolutely love them.”
Now Elouise loves what she sees when she looks in the mirror.
She said: “I tell my boobs ‘I love you guys, you can drag on the floor all the time’.
“You don’t have to look a certain way to feel beautiful.”
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00:00 Let me get a hand.
00:02 (scraping)
00:04 (scraping)
00:06 (scraping)
00:08 What the f*** is going on?
00:10 (scraping)
00:12 Nope, stay up. Come on.
00:14 (scraping)
00:16 (scraping)
00:18 (scraping)
00:20 (sigh)
00:22 I can't deal with this today.
00:24 F***ing hell.
00:26 Nope.
00:28 Very. You know what?
00:30 I will get changed.
00:32 Today I'm going to talk about how my boyfriend made me fall in love with my big
00:34 saggy bazookas. We're going to have to start from the very start.
00:36 When I was about six years old, my boobs
00:38 started coming through. And in primary school, I was
00:40 a double D. When I was so young, I wasn't allowed to
00:42 wear any bras, any sort of like padding
00:44 or underwire. I hope you like the nursing home,
00:46 Kelly. I'm kidding. Love you, Mum. But damn.
00:48 Obviously, having big boobs in primary school,
00:50 I was sexualized a lot. Like, these boys were
00:52 coming in hard with their ppd. But it wasn't until
00:54 my brother had a sleepover with all his friends when I was
00:56 like 12, 13, when my insecurity
00:58 really hit. For my brother's sleepover,
01:00 he decided to watch a movie and
01:02 I was allowed to watch it with him.
01:04 American... Pie. It did not take
01:06 long for the first shirtless scene to come up. I'll tell you
01:08 that much. But all the boys were giggling
01:10 going, "Ha ha, I've never seen titties in my life!"
01:12 I'm staring at the screen like...
01:14 I ran to the bathroom, lift up
01:16 my shirt and went...
01:18 Mine don't look like that. Obviously, at this time,
01:20 I didn't know what fake boobs were, so I was
01:22 like, "Wow. I am
01:24 screwed." But even then, growing up, seeing all my
01:26 friends' boobs, I was just like, "Why don't
01:28 mine sit like that?" Growing up, it was
01:30 really hard for me to feel comfortable even taking my
01:32 shirt off. Finding bras and bikinis,
01:34 bikinis were the worst. Did you get these triangle
01:36 bikinis with, like, no padding or underwire?
01:38 My friends looked amazing and I'm just like,
01:40 "Down here!" And when I started seeing people,
01:42 I can't tell you how many times I had the
01:44 "Can I keep my shirt on?" conversation.
01:46 I remember one guy I started seeing, I had the conversation
01:48 with him and I told him it was my biggest insecurity
01:50 and he offered to pay for my boob job
01:52 when we got married. And at the time,
01:54 I thought that was the nicest thing in the world. I was like,
01:56 "Wow. This guy really loves me."
01:58 And then, I met Cam. Cam
02:00 from the beginning made me so secure
02:02 in my body. Like, every inch
02:04 of it. Normally, when someone, like, compliments
02:06 you or makes you feel secure about something
02:08 that's an insecurity of yours,
02:10 you kind of just assume they're just trying to be nice.
02:12 Like, they just didn't want to hurt your feeling.
02:14 Every single day, you'd compliment them.
02:16 Every time I'd try to put a shirt on, he'd be like, "Why
02:18 are you doing that?" Like, they're incredible.
02:20 Like, yeah. Like, they're
02:22 incredibly, like, low. And he'd be like,
02:24 "Dude, gravity exists. You have
02:26 massive boobs." He'd get me to stare
02:28 in the mirror so many times and he'd pick out
02:30 every single thing he loved about my body
02:32 and it just felt so empowering.
02:34 And then he'd make me say what I loved
02:36 about my body. He'd make me do twirls
02:38 in the mirror. He'd be like, "Why do you like
02:40 them? Like, they're not nice. They're not
02:42 what they're normally meant to look like."
02:44 And he'd be like, "How am I supposed to not love something
02:46 that's attached to you?" And I was like,
02:48 "Alright. I love you."
02:50 Anyway, now I am so confident
02:52 I wouldn't change him for the world.
02:54 Get you a cam.
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